relationship?!

blood flowing freely,
from tear ducts of her eyes,
for tears had long dried,
by the unholy sight,
of two people entwine,
moaning in incestuous delight.

her trust had been broken,
by brother of the same mother
now unshamely embracing,
the daughter without a father,
a poor child who didn't know better,
to put trust in such a monster.

in her she search for anger,
the will to stop these two lover,
strength to walk toward disaster,
between that bloody bastard,
and her precious little daughter,
and put an end forever.

she march in ready to give,
fury unable to be leash,
but instead a flicker of fire,
of her very own desire,
giving in to bond from years,
shared with brother of hers....

killing machine..

mission misleading,
orders confusing,
consciousness regretting,
with what you are doing.

family praying,
comrades hoping,
you begging..
thatyour enemy is not watching.

now laying,
silently waiting,
while pondering,
why fear is so amusing?

keeps your blood rushing,
pulse racing,
while feeding,
that need for killing.

through training,
mind conditioning,
sharpened instincts,
precious life lost it's meaning.

Not me..

I wish i was free,
To love a certain somebody,
But the lock to her heart,
Was without a key,
And it seems forever,
That way it shall be.
Soon i learn,
That she found the key,
In somebody,
Other than me,
Breaking my heart,
Left me in the dark,
To mend,
What is left,
Of my little broken heart...